Thursday, February 19, 2009

Spreading The News Slowly

Until today, I'd only told two people about my breakup with Lor. I'd told Dee and BioDad, probably the two most harmless people I could have told. Dee has never met Lor, and she's in another state. As my friend only, she offered nothing but support. BioDad is almost as reserved as I am, maybe more. I wasn't likely to get a huge reaction out of him. He only said that I should visit him more now that I'm free; and he said to find a local girl next time.

But tonight I finally told my mom. First she said she was sorry to hear it. And then she said that she thought Lor and I were the perfect couple. What?! I don't understand. I didn't ask why. I didn't want to be saddened by her explanation.

When we said goodbye later, my mom said that she hopes Lor and I can work things out and that she doesn't like seeing me "by myself."

Ugh.

 

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